No longer having insomnia but im so tired everyday even after 8-10 hours of sleep + (sometimes. er most days.) 1-3 hours nap. Im sleeping half of my day away and the other half is spent on eating and feeling terrible about it so it end up being an unproductive day. So tired of this cycle. I rather have insomnia. But then again i dont do anything productive even when i cant sleep i just lie on my bed and cry wtf what do i do with my life. Can i just skip to the part where i got everything figured out. But then i want the process of finding myself. SEE WHAT I MEAN. Urgh so frustrating.
Little happy things:
This sweet-looking grandma who always smiles back (with teeth and damn it can brighten your day) when you smile to her. Me and my sisters to my mum, "You know her?" because they nodded heads and smiled at each other and mum was like no, just being friendly. So now whenever i walk past her i would smile to her and she would smile back. It makes me happy. ^-^
This cute little botak boy i saw stumbling around in the library yesterday. But then he started playing tantrum then i was like urgh oh gosh shut up haha.
Watching a good funny happy movie even though i paid 11 freaking dollars cus i forgot yesterday was a sunday.
Haha all the above was from yesterday that's all my puny brain can remember.
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