Thursday, 10 January 2013

Monday, 7 January 2013

#310

First day of clinical attachment for me tmr and i still cant sleep...... Dammit :( So i read through my posts because i cant sleep and to reflect and i am so embarrassed gosh.... But i cant bear to delete them cus i dont want my memory to have laspes (tryyyyy to minimize) so blah. 4h of sleep left. D:

#309

On a pursuit to find myself

Monday, 10 December 2012

#308

i want to move out and live on my own. i will fucking starve myself. everybody thinks im fucking fat anyway.

Thursday, 6 December 2012

#307

Survived a day-course of BCLS (Basic Cardiac Life Support) with 2-odd hours of sleep. Just woke up from a nap WITH ACHING ARMS AND HANDS. D: They warned us about it though. The course basically teached us how to perform CPR,what to do in cases of choking. Got our certificate today itself. ^-^ Barely scraped through my cpr. Sigh. Gastric (?) the whole day. Idk if it's gastric because i dont know what one feels like. :/ But the positon seems right....

#303

Had a mini gathering at Xing Jin's house for pizza with Chen Wei, Ying Shuang, Alson, and XJ's girlfriend(?).  
We were supposed to meet 6pm at Beauty World but I ended at 3 plus after my Pharmacology paper and it was raining so I thought there was no point in taking the bus home then taking the bus back to batok interchange to take bus to XJ's house. Bought a toy mouse for XJ's dog because the cat looks rather ugly haha SHE IS SO CUTE. Small and fluffy, kinda like a small rug HAHA. Realised i forgot to take a photo of her. :( She kept biting me and everyone! Initially her bites were like something scratching you, then it became increasingly painful nips as she become really hyper. I want a dog too.............................. Oh before that, I decided to study at the library first but there was no seats. Went to mac instead. I was freezing in there. Chattering teeth, my whole insides felt like they were being frozen. XJ asked me to go over first but I was shy haha and he had a friend over. But then he called again and I was too cold so I decided to go over first. Ha ha so awkward they were like da qing ma qiao and I was there playing with Lola (his dog ^-^). But Stella(?) is really nice. ^-^

So i spent like 2 hours with the two of them + Lola while waiting for the rest to come...... Played monopoly deal and i won once!! Yay yay but Stella was supposed to win but XJ gave Alson a Just Say No card during the confusion when Lola trampled all our cards haha which he to played to Stella's Deal Breaker. Had pizza at the area near the swimming pool around 8. "Walked on water" and they wanted to push people into the pool but we all had our phones on us haha. Then stupid XJ threw my slippers into the deep pool in the end he and Alson were the only ones wet.

Got Alson to help us to photos while on board the jerky bus hahaha it was mission impossible but he finally got a not blurred shot! I looked damn fat though T_______________T Even XJ said i put on weight D: D: D: Chatted on the bus and we were thinking back on how we got to know one another ha ha!


We used to be like them. 

Wednesday, 5 December 2012

#302

Contemplating on getting a tattoo..... Not now, but when im older perphaps. But i want something cool.... Haha i guess this is typical of everyone getting a tattoo. Afterall it's gonna be there permanently!! Thought of tattooing "brave" but i want something special so i googled brave in different languages haha. Brave in portuguese is valente, pronounced val-en-tea. In french, brave is braver. Haha kind of disappointing... Cafuné is a portuguese word too and they all look so beautiful so i googled portuguese hahaha. Wiki says it's a romance language. No wonder~ ^-^