Saturday, 18 August 2012

#193

I must have a sea inside of me. That would explain the amount of tears I have.
Self-pity at its worst last night. Nothing is going right. Everything is crumbling down. That hit my last nerve and the flood gates burst opened. Was wondering what the hell did I do to deserve all this karma. I hate my life and I hate myself. That was last night im alright now though. Night can do such terrible things.

Urge to delete my twitter and tumblr and blog again last night because I'm such an annoying girl but I cant bear tooooooo. I'm big on memories. Maybe because I've such a horrible memory.

I just want to be happy. Is that too much to ask for. I hate being angry/sad/crying.

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